It's a cup of PERFECT MILK.

Kill your flowers, water me!!

喜欢MONORAL才1年零1个月而已。

意料之外的短。

这到底算是狂热还是不狂热呢。

喜欢anis的一方面也是的，

貌似有点那什么= =……

或者说已经喜欢anis到“变态”的程度了（绝对大雾）

在听Ringo的17，很安静却很涌动的一首歌。

无关这个。

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我不知道心情为什么那么差，为什么那么不安。

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口口声声说自己真的很喜欢MONORAL，很喜欢anis，可是明明什么都不知道。

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这样-“盲目”地喜欢anis，大约只有1年之久。

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啊。

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这一年以来我真的爱他又多少，自己也不知道。

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迷恋着那样的anis。

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我所谓的那样是怎样呢？

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我也说不清楚。

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都快要哭出来了。

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也许

是这种心情太模糊，连自己都怀疑了吧。

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打字的手也在颤抖。

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9月正在临近，但是不安的心情越发加剧。

似乎离anis越近我就越觉得心慌。

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老了 VER.

看着同学录傻笑，

就像个翻着旧照片的老奶奶。

自嘲：我也到这个年纪啦。

真蠢。

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推荐 ver。？

选了Turbulence那张album里的两首。

如果您恰好有空看到这篇日志，且静的下心，那么就听听吧。

1.Tuesday

关于周二的思考者、伪装者、爱人与追梦人。

这是当年我听的MONORAL的第三首曲子，不得不说的让人眼前一亮。

歌词传承了MONORAL一贯的简单易懂风格。

总之很赞。

I can hear this silence crawl around
Hello, you thinkers
Hello, you fakers
And I see the summer drown you dry
Hello, you lovers
Hello, you dreamers

When I feel so insecure
I will need you, turn around

There's no one left to decide who is right or wrong
Waiting's not enough for you
Wasting what I want the most
Tuesday's gone and I'm tasting it over
Let me reside with the same old view
Sharing's all I need from you
Taking what I want the most
Tuesday's near and I wish that you were here

I can feel this sadness drag you down
Hello, you talkers
Hello, you sleepers
And I see this madness close your eyes
Hello, you mistreaters
Hello, you weepers

When I feel so insecure
Grace my day
Please, stay around

There's no one left to decide who is right or wrong
Waiting's not enough for you
Wasting what I want the most
Tuesday's gone and I' m tasting it over
Let me reside with the same old view
Sharing's all I need from you
Taking what I want the most
Tuesday's near and I wish that you were here

If this comfort holds you down
I would gladly pull you out

2.Session 9

这算是一首比较柔的歌，很有夏日气息。

anis的声音也恰倒好处地甜，又不会太腻。

推荐~

Show me how to stay awake
Cause I want to feel you close
Take a walk and think for me
And tell me who to be
Let me hold your hand again
Cause you must be shaking
Staring at each others eyes
And we can't go on
You're moving on and on and on
You're moving on and on and on
Cause this time you're on your own
And I know you need it
Change your world around
And I know you need it
Leave your past behind
And I know you need it
Give yourself away
And I know you need it

Let them all have a seat
I'll be standing in vain
Hoping you'd understand
That nothing matters but you
Tell me how it use to be
Cause it seems to fade away
Take a walk and think of me
And show me how you'll be
Promise me you'll stay a while
And I don't want to lose you
Thinking of what we once had
But we can't go back
You're moving on and on and on
You're moving on and on and on
Cause this time you're on your own
And I know you need it
Change your world around
And I know you need it
Leave your past behind
And I know you need it
Give yourself away
And I know you need it

Let them all have a seat
I'll be standing in vain
Hoping you'd understand
That nothing matters but you.

[P.S.歌词来源某国外的site，我没有核过。]

LINK :http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XOTg3NTczNDg=.html

Title: Visions in my heart

BGM: 「颜faces」東京事变

今天终于卒业了。

这是我人生中第二次卒业式。

回想小学毕业的时候，

大家都哭作一团，

可是今天……

有谁是发自内心地哭了呢？

我不知道答案，

也不想知道。

现在的人现实得很，

感情的真与假完全不能用表露在外的表情来判断。

四年以来，

也有那么有些我始终看不出在想什么的人。

所以现在的一句惋惜代表了什么样的心情与感受，

变得好模糊。